I love making lists, schedules, or whatever else I can write down. That's how I live - by schedules. Now that I'm writing about this, I would certainly make an awesome princess! They're on schedules all day - I assume. Anyway...
Having things to do constantly is great. Now that I have more to do and I'm not in high school anymore, I know how to handle the stress. It's called a treadmill. And we've been great friends in the last year. But I know how to handle everything. That's why I'm a good leader and have a great work ethic. At least I think so. I get things done! I have a "no nonsense policy" which makes me, quite frankly, one hot and very badass worker. And I've had friends tell me how intimidating I seem at first. I feel like I'm on top of the world!
I do well in school, I workout (and work hard), and I have a great job! Whether I'm working at home over the summer or in school working, it's all the same. I can't wait until I graduate college, get a big girl job in the real world, and have my own place. Then I'll really be running things. But I do a lot now without entirely overwhelming myself.
Yes, I have my moments where I need to call my mom or dad and freakout for a half hour. I have really crappy days too where I need to sit in a friend's room and take out a pint or two of vanilla ice cream. Or cry, whichever comes first. Maybe even at the same time. But it's all the same - I still feel like I'm running the world and it feels amazing!
The fact that I'm 20 with the independence and maturity of an 80 year old is rare.
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